Someone has misinformed you. They told you
that you don't have to be responsible for your time OR for your behavior.
They've led you to believe that you are queen of your world. They've convinced
you that someone other than you will take care of whatever needs to be done. NOT
true. YOU have to make things happen in your life. YOU are responsible for how
things turn out. Get used to it! On the bright side . . . if YOU are
responsible, YOU get to plot your own destiny. Maybe you really ARE queen of
your world; there just aren't any servants!